sometimes it feel like all you want is for me to feel worse about myself.
not talking to me is already hurtful enough. what about all those "lovebirds" kind of nicks?
i seriously dont know where this friendship is getting to.
please, tell me it's gonna be something good.
cause i know it's not worth ending it just like that.
i've got questions. i'm just afraid to ask them. cause we seem so distant.
that's bad, my friend.



madam kartini is nice. cause she gave me a packet of drink.
oh so sad. i was fasting then :/